alienina

why

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 09:11:36 GMT

so fat

twenty forth

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 05:13:23 GMT

24th

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 03:18:10 GMT

show me proof you have a heart.

please.

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 11:37:58 GMT

this is sexy-as-hell

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Fri, 25 Sep 2009 04:59:31 GMT

“Life doesn’t always work out how you expect it to. But if you take a leap, you just might land somewhere interesting.”

i am coughing so much that i can't sleep well, my nose annoys the fuck outta me, i'm bored so i'm gonna call someone to come over right now, val switched off her phone, i feel like shopping, i have a secret and i'm gonna go down to hunt for food.

i'm sorry, you can hate me

Wed, 23 Sep 2009 15:34:14 GMT

i am one fucked up person with a fucked up heart i swear

sweet

Tue, 22 Sep 2009 16:27:54 GMT

so fucking true

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 18:30:55 GMT

judge

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 18:20:49 GMT

people judge and i think i'm beginning to develop a fear towards that.
i guess the easiest way is to simply keep it to yourself, keep thoughts to yourself. well, some thoughts.

cos it's just a fucking cycle i don't need

Sat, 12 Sep 2009 14:01:47 GMT

so this world has you bare
i'm sorry i no longer care
i wonder who'll be there for you when i'm not
take your problems somewhere else
i could use some help myself
i wonder who'll be there for you when i'm not

love days like that

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 20:34:05 GMT

sleep

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 19:18:44 GMT

i tried to do handstands for you, but everytime i fell for you

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 08:07:52 GMT

today, is another great day. i'm getting more rest than i need and life's sexy like that

you all make me feel special even when i know i'm not

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 20:50:00 GMT

thank you for everything, really. i love how people can't really tell we're close when we're all together but we are, we don't have to announce that fact to everyone. it's nice like that. you two understand every single thing, never judge me (i hope) and always tell me i'm not bad. it matters when you're proud of me. your opinion matters a whole lot, swear to god. i feel incomplete when i haven't met either of you for a week. i can tell you two almost everything. half the time we make complete sense and it surprises me and the other half, we laugh for no reason or maybe at the lamest things. you don't have to feel the same, it isn't about that. it's about how you mean so much and i just wanna say thank you, in depth. i'm not using 'thank you' the way some people overuse it. i mean it, from the bottom of my heart. when you say it's different when i'm not around, i smile behind my computer screen. call me weird, it's fine. it's just who i am.

without you i'll be miserable at best

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Thu, 03 Sep 2009 06:11:33 GMT

i hope it really is just such a phase of feeling suffocated. i hope i'm not using that as an excuse for something else
if it is just an excuse, i have no idea what to do from that point but right now, i'm still unsure so i'll take things one day at a time.

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 08:19:56 GMT

honeymoonchild, i kinda miss you

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 19:06:59 GMT

she is pretty. i was googling and i found this picture.

irritable

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 09:48:07 GMT

i always reach this page, with a million things to say and then when i'm here, i'll be staring at this white page, with an advertisement on my right, a small picture on the left and a few words on top of an empty box i'm supposed to fill, i don't know where to start, don't know which one of my many thoughts i should type for everyone to see. you know, sometimes you have to say some things out to be able to live well, live peacefully because you know you've let it out.i'll have this idea, running around in my head that i've said what i have to say to whoever i intend to tell. so i'll leave this page and start exploring facebook.now, i feel like doing that again. but i'll say that i liked this week, quite alot. alone time, way too much sleep and away from everything. it's nice sometimes.

true again

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 16:19:12 GMT

'there is only one sin, only one.and that is theft.every other sin is a variation of theft.when u kill a man, you steal a life.you steal his wife's right to a husband, rob his children of a father.when you tell a lie, you steal someone's right to the truth.when you cheat, you steal the right to fairness.

if there's a god out there, then i would hope he has more important things to attend to than people drinking or eating pork'

i am not a kid

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 11:40:43 GMT

must there always be something to spoil a perfect day?

yesterday, was 7 months.

Wed, 19 Aug 2009 04:38:19 GMT

i love you, so much

so strong

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 05:02:36 GMT

Sat, 15 Aug 2009 17:39:23 GMT

i had a great saturday. starbucks, fauzi, nikki and now, farah's in my bathroom showering.i'll be joining her in a few minutes.we feel like having sex. farah has a hugeass dick.that's a secret by the way. i bumped into some people, which made the day less perfect.but nothings perfect, right?anyway, i've decided to retake this term in RDI. so i'll sort of start again, because really, it's pointless doing something you know you're gonna fail.i've gotta work really hard the next time. change nina, change. get rid of your heck care/ fuck it attitude and work hard, for once.the best thing is that, i'll be in a different class. please let my life be like this, for a long, long time

true

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 19:06:03 GMT

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Tue, 11 Aug 2009 14:50:45 GMT

you never speak to me and when you do, you just scold me.how am i supposed to love being at home or around you? it's just awkward and strange. i hate it. you never do anything for me anymore and i thought you would understand me but you just pretended to over the phone. when i finally had the guts to speak to you, you frown and speak to me in the fucked up tone. i really don't like it and i'm beginning to not like you either. and now just as i'm ranting, your partner comes into my room and says the first few words she's said to me today ' did you take me bracelet?'. stop fucking accusing people when you're the careless one. it's annoying, really. just go to malaysia, everythings nice like that. i swear to god